dream, dated a week back
r: “but joelle, i’ve always supposed you’ve been a firm believer. so why are you so scared?”
ah right, finally got my head sorted out. turns out you never changed, you were that kind of a person right from the start!!! this gives me closure i guess, at least! case closed, let’s finally turn the page // goodbye my friend, it was fun while it lasted, but i’m on to bigger things, better things, and so are you
"i thought he was gone, mom. really, gone. the whole time he was in the hospital, i was just making up this list of the things i would tell him if i just got one more chance. and now, he’s okay, and i’m so glad that he’s okay. but i guess i’m just stuck with that list, though. there’s all these thoughts and all these feelings that are just bashing around in my head every single time that i see him. and i wanna be able to trust him again, just start over, but you’re right. people don’t change"
aria, pll 5x10
balloons are weird like happy birthday here’s a plastic sack of my breath